i don't understand why i'm feeling so down all of a sudden. i was hyping myself for christmas but it seems as if the opposite is happening. it feels gloomy from this side of the world - it feels lonely. hay! just what is happening?!?! i will not allow one of the brightest times in the year to turn gloomy for me!!! nope, not me.

i think this is too much of that Lovers in Paris korean soap. or probably because dev eco is stressing me so much. or maybe because after four years, my mum has finally allowed me to spend 2 days in gensan. yes, it's a pathetic 2 days to make up for my lost 4 years, but at least i have 2 days.

i feel down in the dumps. and i can't seem to point exactly why...

Would you believe I was so excited to go to school that I hardly slept last night? Yep. I am. So, shoot me.